I realized that, its been a year since I post something on to my blog.. Another birthday passed and I feel pretty good!. Life is getting better as I get older to my amazement. I feel more and more of who I am, not what other people want me to be. Just myself, just the way i want to be! Very empowering discovery as one gets older. I have more time to do meaningful things instead of trying to please some one else with my outlook or my behavior, which lead me to many disappointments and resentments towards them or to myself. I love getting old, I can flat out tell some one to "piss off" if I choose to and mean it, when I say I love you I mean it, really I do. ..Knowing my limits on when to say when and having the experience to know when I follow my head instead of listening my gut,I don't go too far, is priceless. Knowing what femininity means to the core, and not to take advantage of it but being able to really nurture, instead of mixing the ideas of sex and nurturing. Loving one from your core instead of your mind or your genitals.. Aging is a great thing. I realize my body does not bounce back as quickly and there are wrinkles on my face, but ones temple should have character, generic temples could be had in a plastic surgeons office for the right price, unique temples are priceless, look at "taj mahal".